Tuesday, October 18, 2011
Finding life exceptionally hard lately. Didn't think it was possible to feel as distraught as I do for as long as I have. He left. He's gone. No more hurting for my handsome son. Wish I could say the same for me. Because I hurt. A lot. My heart continues to break. Each new day reminds me. Whoever said time heals all wounds had no idea the damage left behind by a gun. Or any real sense of time. Living after suicide is hell.
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10 Wienerific Comments:
I am so sorry.
Sending big hugs from the peaceful mountains of North Carolina and prayers that some day you'll notice the grief has eased up even a tiny bit -
'Lucy'
I am so sorry. I care and I am praying for your comfort and strength. ((HUGS))
a hell no one deserves. take care of your heart dear Hallie.
I love you Hallie!
Hugs to my friend north of here.
Dear Hallie,
We don't know each other. But I've been reading your blog for a couple of hours. I've never read words that conveyed such sadness, someone so broken and in despair. I wonder how your body and mind holds up under so much pain. It feels as if you will implode under the weight of just one more ounce of sadness.
What I wondered throughout reading your blog is, why a son would kill himself when he obviously comes from such a wonderfully loving family? You are obviously a fiercely loving, protective and loyal mom. You don't deserve the immense pain you live with everyday. It just isn't fair to you and everyone that loved him. I'm just so sorry this happened to your family.
Taylor
Dear Hallie,
We don't know each other. But I've been reading your blog for a couple of hours. I've never read words that conveyed such sadness, someone so broken and in despair. I wonder how your body and mind holds up under so much pain. It feels as if you will implode under the weight of just one more ounce of sadness.
What I wondered throughout reading your blog is, why a son would kill himself when he obviously comes from such a wonderfully loving family? You are obviously a fiercely loving, protective and loyal mom. You don't deserve the immense pain you live with everyday. It just isn't fair to you and everyone that loved him. I'm just so sorry this happened to your family.
Taylor
I wish I had someway to take away your pain if only for a few minutes. I have been reading your blog for a couple of years now and it hurts to see you hurt.Please know that we care, we're listening and we're praying.
{{{{Hallie}}}}
Dear one .... Holding you in my prayers ~ Always,
Sending
LOVE & LIGHT
Deb
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